Today it seems appropriate to take stock of my life and be thankful for everything that I am fortunate enough to have. With that in mind, I wanted to share with you all the one thing that I am grateful for above all other things: my husband.
I know the dangers of wrapping your happiness around one person, with so many variables, unknowns and out-of-your-control instances in life - but my current joy comes not from what the future may hold, but what he has brought me in the past. The last 14 years (well, 14 years in a few more days) have been the most wonder years that anyone could have asked for.
This man, regardless of what our to-be's might be, has brought me immeasurable gifts in my time on this planet (more than 1/3 of which has been spent with him). He's given me the three most gorgeous children I could have ever imagined. He's granted me peace and a soothing tongue when dealing with their uh...fiery spirits. He's made us all feel safe and loved and secure. And his presence has made our house into a welcoming home where we all can feel watched out for.
He's given me the most cherished present I could ask for outside of our family: laughter. Every day, it seems, he's made me laugh. I've spent hours with him, doing nothing, and reveling in how hilarious our situations can be and are. He's made me giggle, chortle, snort, and cry from his dorky attempts at humor.
He's brought me reality. Not your reality, nor theirs; but ours. And it's perfect. From my controlling nature, his procrastination, my eldest's need for approval, my middle's quirkiness and my youngest's mischievousness - it's real. Every last minute of it. It's ours, and we own it and we love it. We don't look to others and what they have and wish it were ours. We find our way to be content in the here & now - something I've struggled with prior to him showing me it can happen.
And he's given me love. Love that fills my heart, my mind and my soul. Love that consumes me. Love that renews itself every now and then - making me even more appreciative of what he's shown me. A love that is never taken for granted with late night phone calls when he travels (like we carried on when we started dating), with random dancing in my kitchen while making dinner and with soft smiles and knowing touches when our busy lives don't have time for anything else.
No matter how short or how long my life may be, I'm thankful today and every day (and even those days I hardly seem it) for the moments, big and small, that you've already provided. Thank you, Brannon for being you and more than I could have imagined a person capable of. I was lost and I was broken...thank you for finding me.
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